Easter came early this year, which is my excuse for why this blog post about it is late. In accordance with tradition, I made hot cross buns on the Friday and waited until Sunday before consuming any Easter eggs. You might think that I wouldnt have much time for a tradition based on something I no longer believe, but somehow the buns and eggs both taste more meaningful this way. Also, this semester Im taking notes for a New Testament Greek class, who are reading their way through the Book of Revelation. So I cant help speculating, from time to time, on what may have really happened one Passover in Roman Jerusalem to inspire the worlds most popular faith.
Thanks to my personal history, I know a lot of people whose sense of self-worth and identity hangs on the answer to that question. Indeed, they themselves would go further their eternal destiny hangs on it. That being the case, my putting forward an alternative answer might be seen as something of a red rag to a bull. What do I hope to achieve by doing this, except to make those people angry? Well, for one thing, I dont think I should have to shut up about my own opinions just because they differ from other peoples. Like I said, personal history. I researched this for over a year in my early twenties, not to annoy people but because I needed to know the truth. I wrote it up rather hurriedly and incoherently and put it on my first website, which may or may not still be knocking around somewhere. Its important to me too.
I no longer believe in either God or miracles. This necessarily implies that I think people who do believe in God and miracles are wrong. It does not imply, and I want to be very clear about this, that I think those people are fools, or dishonest, or cowards. There is a school of thought among atheists that religious people will sooner acknowledge the wrongness of their beliefs if we just mock, belittle, and insult them enough the beliefs, not the people, but that distinction blurs all too easily, especially on the internet. I think those atheists are also wrong.
However, that doesnt mean I hold with the opposing school of atheist thought either that we should never criticize religious beliefs because they are so important to the people who believe them. Speaking as a former believer, thats a deeply patronizing attitude. Oh, of course we who are mature rational adults can handle the world without gods, miracles, or an afterlife, but these poor little lambs couldnt cope with the nasty truth. We must be gentle with them. That might apply to anyone in limited circumstances, such as bereavement; as a classifier, its insulting.
Atheists of the first school are often referred to these days as atheist fundamentalists. Mostly, I dont think this is helpful. Often it seems fundamentalist means nothing more than anyone who thinks its a matter of fact whether God exists or not (or any other religious proposition), which tars an awful lot of moderate religious people with the fundamentalist brush.
That being said, there is a cast of mind I remember from my Christian past and recognise in some atheist discourse now. Its related to what has recently been dubbed virtue-signalling. Basically, you take a question that your group takes a firm stance on, and you take a slightly further-out version of that stance, and you proclaim it loudly so that if your fellow group-members disagree they look like a bunch of compromisers. Then someone else steps still further out, and of course you have to agree or you look like a compromiser. And so on.
Humans are human regardless of our beliefs, and this behaviour is common to us all. From the outside it looks either competitive Im more Christian / atheistic than you! or fawning I really do belong in the Christian / atheist club with you guys! But from inside its often prompted by sincere enthusiasm, with a wash of pity for those unlucky enough not to have seen the light. I see it just as often in groups that I happen to agree with as groups that I dont. I presume I indulge in it myself more often than my own (equally humanly common) self-serving cognitive biases allow me to recognise.
Among atheists (this is where all this becomes relevant to the Easter question) this insidership-signalling sometimes takes the form of a conspiracy theory. Not only was Jesus of Nazareth not the Messiah, the Son of God, the Saviour of Mankind, the Prince of Peace, the King of Kings, or any of the rest of it he didnt even exist! He was made up out of whole cloth by the early Church, or St Paul, or the Council of Nicaea, or some such. Take that, Christians!



